Sunday, December 9, 2012

Week 14/15/16: Forgetting Why I Began...And Starting Over


Soo, it’s kinda been a while since I posted one of these, and if it’s any consolation, it’s not for lack of thought on the matter.  For a long time I struggled with who would be my “Hero.” Would it be some member of my family, for the wonderful break I had? Would it be Liz, for all the Skype bonding we did over break? Would it be Amanda, for catching up after way too long? Or would it be any of my friends at school, who made coming back to Tech feel like coming home all over again? Or maybe, maybe it would be the girl who made a mistake, but handled herself with such poise and dignity, that sometimes I’m still in awe.

I couldn’t decide.

And it took me way too long to realize that the reason none of these people were standing out to me, was because I had grown used to them.  Used to their caring nature, their patient ears, their helpful hands, and their strength and courage.

Realizing this was both cool, and kind of sad.

It was cool because I realized just how lucky I am to be surrounded by such wonderful people. And how much I truly love my life, if only for the people I get to spend it with.

On the other hand, it was sad because I realized that it only took 12 weeks for me to lose sight of my initial mission.

The point of this blog was to recognize the little things people did for me that made me grateful to have them in my life. From holding the door open, or telling me a lame joke just when I needed it, or even to those who trusted me enough to let me into their world.  Those are the people I’m most thankful for.

So, as much as I’d like to say I’m going to sit down and reenact the past three weeks of my life so that I don’t forget a single person or action that made my day just a little easier, I can’t do that. I don’t have that strong of a memory.

But what I will say, is that this coming week, I hope to keep a list of every little itty bitty thing that happens that I’m grateful for. The true “Lollipop Moments” in my life.

So, get ready, 7 days from now, you will have a list in front of you. Some names might be repeated. Some might not. Some things might not have a name attached to them, because it might be a random person on the street, and some might have more than one name.

I’m excited for this task, and if you are too, join me. Send me your list. Post it on the web. Share your joy.

Other Cool Things that Have Happened: Girls Night with Armada; Hockey Game with Armada; Hockey Game with Res. Life in the Box; Thanksgiving Break with My Family; Ellen’s Birthday Surprise at Joey’s Seafood; Champed my Calc test after studying for over 5 hours straight; Did legit PA work; Skipped Class and Napped/Watched 500 Days of Summer with Sophie; Saw (more than one) beautiful night sky; Watched my Friends in Coffeehouse; Watched my Friends get ready and go to Dining Out; Enjoyed the First Snows of Houghton; Built the Best Gingerbread Boat, ever.

Quote of the Week: “Once you have tasted flight, you will forever walk the Earth with your eyes turned skyward, for there you have been, and there you will always long to return.” -Leonardo da Vinci 

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